I can see the stars here.

So, received a package the other day, from a friend that I hold very close to my heart, who pretty much holds my heart. I miss her more than words can describe, actually, I miss everyone. I miss running up to my pretty blond friend and insulting her before demanding hugs. I miss her because she's my 'feminine friend', and she means the world to me. We don't fight, because she just gets me. Which I admire above all things.

I miss my little alternative, scary friend, that just knows me more than she lets on. Who I can spend hours with and only sometimes feel the awkwardness.

I miss being happy. I'm struggling to find that happiness at the moment. It's hard because of Uni, because of work, and my constant dilemma concerning my father. It's hard to find some peace, I'm living for the holidays. I'm struggling to cope really. I'm just glad I've finally found someone I can trust on Res.

Thinking about tattoo designs and places, I know what I want, just don't know what font and how big. It's a pretty big decision. But I'm actually really excited.

I'm going to make it through this grossness, I know I am.