Can we pretend that Airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I've made it to the third week of uni, and already things have started to spin out of control. I try not to let these things have such an influence on me anymore, but sometimes it's just hard to let things go. I had really thought that things were going to get better at Uni. In some aspects they are, I mean, I've met a wonderful, amazing girl that I don't think I would have ever met without living on and attending this Uni. But I've also been introduced to some people, people with attitudes that I thought I had left behind at High-school. To be talking and dealing with people like this again just makes me tired. It also just frustrates me knowing that even though I believed that people could actually grow up, they really don't. They are still the same bitter and bitchy people that I thought I had left behind.

I feel like shit. Both emotionally and physically. It has got to be one of the worst feelings ever. I've got this huge massive headache. My body feels like it's ready to heave. I look at myself and think "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" And I can't stop thinking like this.
I'm mad at everyone, but at the same time no one. I snap at people without really thinking, then regret it after. It's driving me crazy, and I feel like my heads spinning constantly. I'm feeling doubts that I thought I had put to rest. And over and over it's running around in my head. You're just not good enough. You're just not good enough. You're just not good enough.You're just not good enough.You're just not good enough.You'rejustnotgoodenough.

Thank you mind and body for reminding me of this. Because I need to be reminded so often.